another saturday night

i had the chance to see 'A child's christmas in wales' and my brain was so troubled. Karla (the cougar) stayed over friday night and we talked yet again about how we were only tempoary. the main problem with a tempoary relationship is you have to keep re-affirming that it is tempoary. she told me that she at least wants to be temp. threw the holidays. so when the options to see the play arose i was troubled with the thought of wanting to see it with Kelly and having to see it with Karla because she was here and i dont know how to hurt her worse then i already have. It's complicated but it seems that all my relationships are. regardless i'm going with the flow and seeing where the river goes.